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Everyone I work with, except for Colleen, lies.
I never really picked up on it until now.
I am missing $5 our of my cup. I know who took it but I cannot confront her because she is the bosses daughter, plus I have no proof other than I know the two other women working that day wouldn't take the money!
Then the one person I didn't think would start shit for her own pleasure likes to spread rumors.
I can't trust anyone at work now. I am on my own.

Is everybody like this? I already have a difficult time dealing with people since I wait on such idiotic people at the restraunt.
I don't know. I am just real sick of immature people.

4 day vacation

Maine. I love you.
My family. I love you.
Sangria. I love you.
Rock Band 2. I love you.
Lake Cobesseeconttee. I love you.


I made a delicious Crumble Coffecake yesterday. The cake came out perfect! I would perfer a more moist crumble on top but I just warm it up in the microwave and it does the job :]

Aaron and I had a little grill time yesterday too. It's so nice to live in an apartment where your landlord isn't crazy! And whats better is we have a huge backyard! We must have grilled over ten times since last summer, it's awesome. I am Miss Plain Jane with my Filet Mingnon and Aaron always has something different each time. He's made some Spicy Chicken Burgers with Jalpenos, Serranos, Onions, Garlic and such... to die for. Last night he made some Chicken Kabobs with a marinate of various spicy peppers, garlic, onions, some of his homemade salsa... tasty!

He is such a pepper whore! He has lots of peppers growing in the yard with some basil on the way. His salsa is just so yummy. Hot but not too hot. Though he LOVES his salsa/anything with peppers to be super hot, the kind of hot that it makes him cry! He has gotten me into actaully enjoying the taste of a pepper, not just the heat. I've learnt and grown alot with him.

Anyways it is quite hot now and I've been cleaning for the past hour... time for some coffecake.


I never thought the time/days/weeks/months/years would fly this fast. It scares me sometimes.

I watched Lolita the other day. James Mason was amazing. I found it to be interesting, not my favorite but it was interesting. He definetly was obsessed with her. I felt bad for him. Lolita just used him. Eh. I enjoyed Peter Sellers alot, I've never watched any of the Pink Panther movies but I loved him in Lolita.

I feel so silly wanting to go see The Time Travler's Wife tomorrow. I want to go to the first showing they have haha. I know it probably won't be the same as the book obviously but oh how I wish they could film each page exactly how it was written.

I've been trying to upload all my Incubus pictures but they are huge so it will take a bit before I post some of them.
I got about 3 videos too! The sound is amazing and the video is..wonderous. I had a blast! I can't believe I saw them again. Our seats were amzaing! The pictures do them some justice but our seats were literally less than 10 feet from the bass player Ben.

The set list was the best EVER! They played atleast 2 or 3 songs from each album! I couldn't believe it! They played a "Certain Shade of Green"(mycrazyicon) & "Redefine" from the S.C.I.E.N.C.E. album! They even played "Warning" which is one of my favorite songs. I was screaming my heart out...
I got two shirts. I figured why the hell not. One of them fits me perfect! I've worn it almost every day haha I have to chop the other one up so it'll fit me better.


Moo my cat is meowing at me.

I am now reading The Time Traveler's Wife and it's real good so far. The movie previews looked so romantic so I just had to give in and read the book.

Ben is no longer at Mackie's with us. It's sad. But he's on to bigger and better things now. He deserve it. I just built a good friendship with him and it sucks having to lose a friend. he's moving to Salem so it's not like we're not going to be friends.. it just sucks. Now I think work is going to be more stressful with him gone. He was like the 3rd owner. He made the food fast and tasty. Atleast Colleen is still here. Tuesdays were the best. Ben, Colleen and I. We would laugh and just be silly. I'm going to miss it.

I have a heat headache.
Aaron & I are going to see Incubus on Saturday at the Comcast Center. I've never been to a concert with him so it should be interesting. I just get anxious going to new places with him. Plus, he cannot drive so it puts more pressure on me. I hate feeling this way because I know he feels terrible that he can't drive. I love him, it just gets hard sometimes. But I can't give up on our relationship just because he cannot see. But anyways! I am excitied to see Incubus for the 2nd time. Even though it's just a greatest hits tour it's still INCUBUS!!

So if you could, can you fill this out for me pretty please if you are on my f-list. I borrowed this from serade_black. It seemed like a nice idea to get to know everyone on my list. :]

1. Can you cook?
2. What was your dream growing up?
3. What talent do you wish you had?
4. Favorite place?
5. Favorite vegetable?
6. What was the last book you read?
7. What zodiac sign are you ?
8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9. Worst Habit?
10. Do we know each other outside of lj?
11. What is your favorite sport?
12. Negative or Optimistic attitude?
13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15. Tell me one weird fact about you:
16. Do you have any pets?
17. Do you know how to do the macarena?
18. What time is it where you are now?
19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22. What color eyes do you have?
23. Ever been arrested?
24. Bottle or Draft?
25. If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?
26. What kind of bubble gum do you prefer to chew?
27. What 's your favorite bar to hang at?
28. Do you believe in ghosts?
29. Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30. Do you swear a lot?
31. Biggest pet peeve?
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?


Finally seen HBP. I enjoyed it alot.
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I might go see it again... maybe.
The world is nothing that I thought it was or could be.

I want to live in my dreams.

I love my Jimmy icon.

I am going to the cape for the first time in my life tomorrow. You would think living so close(2 hours) to the Cape I would have by now, but my family has always been a Maine family. Aaron's family on the otherhand grew up on the beach/the Cape. His Grandpa owns 7 cottages in North Truro a stones throw to the beach. His brother Matt and younger sister Libby are going to be there with their families, so will his Mom and Aunt. I'm a bit nervous having never spent more than a day with his family, but I think everything will go great. Aaron rarely sees his family so he's excited.

I am becoming quite the expert on making cinnamon rolls. I've experimented with a few things by accident and they've turned out to make a tasty recipie. I made a bunch for father's day since my parents have never gotten the chance to try them and they LOVED them. So I'm not sure if I should try to sell the rolls at work... or on etsy. I'd rather sell on etsy just so I wouldn't give my bosses money for having to sell thru the resturaunt.

It's amazing how the months go by so fast now that I'm getting older... It's almost July! I have to get cracking on my cinnamon roll business.

rip Michael Jackson & Farrah Fawcett.

express yourself.

It's odd to think I can go down to the liquor store and buy some alcohol.


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